Thursday, February 21, 2013

Soooo, I got a job!
I'm working part-time as a 'mothers helper' to help a friend take care of her 3 month old girl.
I definitely enjoy it, childcare has always been in my repertoire, and it's good experience for when my own child decides to enter the world. :3
I'm at 25 weeks since yesterday!

Sunday, February 17, 2013

I don't understand...

So many words that flow through me, so many things I want to say but can't ever get out when the time comes.
Why do I always have to doubt myself? When will I be good enough.
Don't feel bad when you can't live up to my standards because so far, no one has.
Especially not myself.
They say true artists are never satisfied with their work. I can relate.
Why am I so afraid of failure that may never come?
I have so many things that I want to accomplish that will never be good enough to see the light of day.
The truth is; I'm tired of not being good enough.
And still the only person stopping me is myself.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

So there was this girl....

This, is the story of my life;

I had a humble beginning as we all do.

I became self-conscious at a young age because soon after my baby teeth came in, the enamel eroded causing my top front teeth to turn black.

My mother tried for years to homeschool me but gave up and left me to learn on my own.
Having no choice but to go with them to work, I spent a good portion of my childhood in a van.
There I picked up odd habits such as eating cardboard.
I would then go home to my imaginary girlfriend. Mimi.

I grew into a pessimistic young lady.

I grew out my hair and started trying to smile more.

I also became addicted to various internet sites such as Neopets and GaiaOnline.
Maplestory came later.

I went through a bad phase.

I cut off all my hair and obtained a boyfriend.

                                                     (Long-distance, of course.)

Eventually, I was single again. 
I won tickets to a Lady Gaga concert.

Obtained a best friend.

Started being kawaii.

I cosplayed.

Second boyfriend obtained.

Dyed my hair several colors. Moved. Broke up with my boyfriend. Went through heartaches.

Fell in love.

Boyfriend went away to bootcamp. I had awesome hair.

He put a ring on it.

Got hitched.


Well, that's pretty much all the interesting things of my life up until now in a nutshell.
I might eventually get around to adding more, relevant photos, but I've been working on this for long enough now. x.x

Until next time~


First things first....

First off, I am the worst person in the world at keeping up with things so I'll be genuinely surprised if I'm still updating this blog by next week.

Just a little about me as of right now...
My age is 19 and I've been married happily for 6 months now.
I'm also 24 weeks pregnant.
Currently, I am living with my in-laws in a apartment under their house.
My husband is also 19 and extremely attractive. (Just in case he sees this. :P)
I'm taking classes in order to obtain a GED, I intend on continuing my education afterwards. I believe I would enjoy working in law-enforcement.

                                         This is my face:

                                         This is my belly: